It's time to be blunt, sorry but......

I am not going to say, "you must become a Christian", because it's obvious that millions of those who said they were Christians, WERE NOT TRUE BELIEVERS
I can not recommend going to a Christian church, because they did not or are not teaching the truth.

What I do recommend is:

• abandon whatever you believed in before, it was not the truth

• find a Bible and start reading, probably book of John first, then Romans

• pray to my God to reveal Himself to you from the Bible

• believe what you read about my God and His Son Jesus in the Bible

• believe that God sent His Son Jesus to die in your place to pay the penalty for your sins

• believe that ALL you must do is:

  • ADMIT         that you are a sinner -                                                                                                                           Romans 3:23 - "for all have sinned and fall short of glory of God"

  • BELIEVE     that you can not be good enough to save yourself from your sin -
                        Romans 6:23 - "for the wages of sin is death (separation from God)"

  • CALL           upon the name of the Lord Jesus to save you
                        Romans 10:13 - "whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved"